The Scientist

This pain and confusion is not caused by a fist, knife, or gun. The cause is something completely intangible and misunderstood. Hence why it is so confusing for me. I've spent a lot of time trying to figure out how to solve this problem which won't seem to go away. Each idea is an experiment that I must conduct, hoping that it leads to a solution [resolution]. Unfortunately it hasn't yet.

Recently I began yet another trial. One which I really hoped was going to be successful, but it seems to be failing. And now I'm thinking it may be time to abort. I'm running out of time. I'm less than 3 weeks I leave Salt Lake City and with it, what I feel are most of the solutions to my problem.

I just don't know what to do anymore.